
Ive made my peace with what had happened between my ex and I, Ive forgiven and forgotten, Ive really had. And Ive tried finding reasons to not be angry at this, but I cant. Yesterday I found out that he had given a present I bought him, a couple's tee, which
I bought, to his new girlfriend.
Mm-hmm say it with me,
WTF???!Yes I told him to do whatever he wanted with them. I gave mine to him because I didnt want to keep it. But to give it to his girlfriend after me? What is that? Who does that?! It was
my shirt. Ive worn it. Fallen asleep in it once! I would have preferred to see it on a homeless person than to see him wearing it with her.
I bought it dammit! Bought them in Spore. $40 bucks. With my mum and my brother. My sister and Shamaz have seen it too. They can vouch that I bought it. I bought it because of something he said to me about how we were like magnets. It was meaningful and thoughtful, at least to me. And to see
her wearing it? MY SHIRT, which I BOUGHT??? Was like a kick in the stomach.
I bet he says that she attracts him like a magnet too. But I dont care about that, he probably had said some same things to her as he had me. I wouldnt expect him to be original with his pick up lines when he even recycles MY gift, to his gf.
And his girlfriend, I wonder if she knows. If she did would she have worn it? Or did she purposely wore it to mock me? Was this a big joke between them?? Lets wear the tshirts my ex gave me show her that we're blisfully happy together har.dee.har.har....Because that would be more than evil. And really not funny at all.
Seriously,
seriously. I know hes immature but to be
this daft?!!
I knew he wouldnt respect the memory we had, and even if he hated me that much, couldnt he at least respect me? Yes he doesnt mean anything to me now, I do not care anymore, hes moved on and happy and whatever I am too BUT.....who does that?? Really, WHO?! I dont know, someone tacky? A jerk? An asshat? A d-bag? Someone without class? All of the above? Could he really be that naive? Did he really think that the Malaysian community here is not small? that it wouldnt get back to me?? Did he do it to hurt me but why, hasnt he hurt me enough already? Give it away to a stranger if he didnt want to keep it fgs. Or if he just liked the idea of couple's tee so much couldnt he buy her new one at least??
Ive let go. Im not ranting here because I still care. But by wearing the tshirt I bought and giving the matching pair to a new gf is his way of letting me go?? Really? I think its common sense. You dont do that. Its common decency one should have to respect their prior and current relationship. To do what he did was
beyond low.
Tell me people, that this anger is justified because I will punch him in the face the next time I see him I swear to god. Or at least I will roll my eyes to high heavens, its what mature people would do towards little children who cant think any better.