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it's not always rainbows ,

but right now life can't get more colourful.

Life imitating art imitating life
Monday, December 17, 2007
10:15 PM

Its the holidays season. And if there is any holiday that I like as much as Raya, its Christmas. Its those repeated Christmas television shows, and the sappy Christmas movies, the happy Christmas songs and the colourful deco in malls, whats not to love really.

One of the movies that kept playing on HBO was "The Holiday". Although the movie is a year old, I watched it everytime its on tv. Not because I like the movie that much but I just wanted to write down this dialogue by Kate Winslet:

"You see I was seeing someone. He wasn’t in love with me like I thought. I understand the feeling as small and insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can ache you places you don’t know you can inside you. And it doesn’t matter how many haircuts you get or gym you join or how many hours you spend with your girlfriends, you still go to bed every night and wonder where you did wrong, how you could have misunderstood and how in the hell for that brief moment you could think you were that happy. And sometimes you can still convince yourself that he will see the light and show up at your door. And after all that and however long that may be you’ll get someone new and you’ll meet people that will make you feel worthwhile again. And the little pieces of your soul will finally come back and all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted will eventually fade."

Amen sistah! You have no idea how many multiple viewings I had to do to get all that only to realize that I can find it on wikiquote. Sheesh.

Anyway, one movie I watched twice in cinema this holiday season was Enchanted. I flove the OST. However have you noticed how James Marsden never seems to get the girl? If you have seen The Notebook, Superman Returns, The X-men, in which all of the four movies that dude just never got lucky. I guess he isnt a leading-man material you know. Always the supporting actor. Which makes sense. In The Holiday, Kate Winslet's friend said:

"In movies we have leading ladies and we have the best friend."

Kind of makes me wonder which one am I? Somehow I always end up being the latter. Sigh. Maybe instead of going for the leading men - Patrick Dempsey, Ryan Gosling, Brandon Routh, Hugh Jackman, maybe I would fare better in relationships with the James Marsdens of the world. I mean supporting actors are cool too right? They are more low maintenance, less cocky, and they win Oscars too. Lead actors are overrated anyway.

I am now fantasizing the day a guy would say to me "Will you be my leading lady?" See how sappy Christmas makes you feel? ;)

Note to Zwan: funny you should mention 'the holiday' because I saved this post as draft before your comment. trailer director is now one of my career options should I fail to make it as an architect. hehe.



3 cloud(s) in my coffee

One of the best romance movies ever
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
6:22 AM

A message sent to me on youtube:

"Hey, I am completely in love with your new Dan and Blair video, it is the best one I have seen of them probably the best!!!

I was wondering if maybe you could please make a movie trailer for them to the Notebook? I just think that would be really cool to see and I bet your video would be awesome!! Or if you don't want to do that maybe you could make just a normal movie trailer. Please let me know what you think I would really appreciate it.
Please and thankyou!!!"

Well, I aim to please. :) Click here if you want to see The Notebook real trailer first. Below is one I made retooled to Dan and Blair:




5 cloud(s) in my coffee

Culinary satisfaction
2:37 AM

Tonight's menu: Stewed tiger prawns with coconut cream and black pepper venison cooked by daddy dearest.

Simply delish. Reminded me exactly why I love being back home. :))


1 cloud(s) in my coffee

Calling all Dan/Blair shippers
Monday, December 10, 2007
3:49 AM


Boredom strikes! I am wasting my time again being a girly fangirl by making this video of my two favourite characters in my current guilty pleasure, Gossip Girl. Dan Humphrey represents the type of guy that I like, physical and personality wise. While in Blair Waldorf I see so much of what I used to be when I was 17, we had the same ideals and outlook (oh and the actress who plays her has the exact same birth date as yours truly). Hence I just had to put this couple together in my fanvid although if youve seen the show til now you would know that these two have very few scenes together. So I had to manipulate their clips in order to make them look like a couple. Tell me if Ive succeeded will you? xoxo.



4 cloud(s) in my coffee

No laughing matter
Friday, December 7, 2007
7:09 PM

*sneezes continually from the dust this blog is slowly collecting*

Sorry, I hope no one is allergic to dust. Its just Ive been going up and down the west coast a lot lately and was totally cut out from the internet. To be honest, I havent even completely unpack my luggages that I brought back from Auckland. And it is too collecting dust of its own.

So anyway from my life on the road (ahem), Ive noticed a couple of things. One of which is that I am now more wary of the people around me than Ive ever been. What with all the news of snatch thefts, robberies, rapes and murders, its really hard to be carefree anymore. I find myself immediately locking the doors as soon as I got in the car, and honestly afraid of riding public transports. Even a glance from a probably innocent Indonesian give me the skeeves. When I explained my fear to one of my friends, he said in his assumed attempt to comfort me "takde sape teringin nk culik ko la" which is firstly, ouch! And secondly, I doubt criminals nowadays think much about who they abduct/steal from. I mean, how can they possibly know that you are carrying less than 10 bucks on you before they snatch your handbag.

Maybe I am such a homebody that when I actually go out, I am like a deer stepping into a village who thinks everyone is out to get me. But I dont remember being so paranoid in Auckland. Maybe because the city is too small anyway that the only danger I mostly felt I was up against were racial slurs from some drunken hicks. Of course even then I avoided walking alone at night. But here Im afraid of going out in pairs in broad daylight.

Surely something is not right with our country. Is our cost of living so high that the only way to get by is through stealing? Are there too many people, too little jobs? Are people so angry now that they feel compelled to kill? Too many male immigrants who havent gotten any? *shudders*

This is not me forgetting my roots or being that girl who wrote to Utusan saying lelaki melayu tak guna. Because honestly Im all for lelaki melayu terakhir, and my guy friends are great, they send and pick me up from home, wait for the trains with me etc (thanks guys!). But you cant deny the fact that they are sickos and evil people out there. And you can never be too careful girls. Because of this, I am totally going to buy me some pepper sprays and those horn than can be heard 5 miles away, on my next outing. I advise you to do the same.

Nevertheless, in a move that contradicts my untrusting manner, Im putting up my Msia phone number here: 017-6171276. Taking small baby step of faith, Ive also enabled anonymous comments in this blog for those who dont have a google account.

Seriously what has the world come to when someone only feel safe interacting through cyber space than in the real world?


2 cloud(s) in my coffee

Dork in distress


If I could be anything, I think I'd be a pretty stealthy ninja. Pretty and stealthy. I'd rob Giapo, Kapiti and Movenpick, Wendy's and Baskin Robbins. Maybe New Zealand Natural. I'd steal ice cream and hugs. And attention. Because that's how I roll.

You think you know me, but think harder. *KEBABOOM disapparate into dust mysteriously*

Oh I occasionally speak Harry Potter.-.-


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