Two more Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays, Fridays. One more Satuday and one Sunday.

So the dreaded countdown begins. I thought that after 3++ months of leisuring around and spending time with my family, that I would be more prepared to face these few days I have left before going back to hectic Uni life and the thousand miles separation. After all I know that 29th February has been looming ever since my holiday starts. That my whole holiday have been leading up to this moment. But I am still left thinking, "Damn where did my summer go?"

I am right now at UTP. My stomping ground for 6 months, fresh from SPM. Have I not chose to pursue Archi, I would be here finishing my degree by the end of this year. Sometimes I wonder what if I have stayed? But being here right now, I see what my life would have been. I know I would not have been satisfied; studying something I marginally like, in an environment (tronoh) that I truly hate. I never felt that I belonged here. It has always felt temporary.

In a way Im glad that I came here today. I got to see my friends. But it also made me feel that going back to Auckland is not so bad. However hard archi is, however much I miss my comfort zone. I know I have chosen the right path. All I have to do now is finish treading that path, and see where it leads me.