I dont know when did I get this obsessed with David Archuleta, but I am. I mean I was head over heels during his Hollywood audition. But after a couple of weeks into AI, I was kinda hot and cold with him, thought he was getting boring. But I guess ever since the finale, he had me hooked, lined and sinker. I flove his rendition of Elton John's Dont Let the Sun Go Down on Me and I almost cried during his heartfelt performance of In this Moment. This guy can sing!

I always thought he was cute, you know, 12 years old kinda cute. But now I think hes grown into a handsome man ever since AI. There are definitely potential heartbreaker features there. I watched all his post Idol interview, and find it very amusing that he can speak coherently and is actually a very funny guy (youtube him if you have the spare time). Mainly because he always looked like hes going to past out on stage whenever Ryan Seacrest asked him questions before. And now Im almost sad that I didnt enjoy him enough during AI boley tak?

So anywhooo, just thought I share my fangirly girl feelings. I FLOVE this kid. As much as I love Micheal Cera on Arrested Development. Actually I find similarities in both. Funny but with a dry sense of humour. Funny without even trying. I want to hug George Michael and Archie seriously. Too cute for words.

Ok enough gushing. Im scaring even myself.

Im saddddddd. Im spending my time coop up in my now cold bed, watching 90s teen movies and binging on bars and bars of chocolate. And its not even my TOTM.

I have to snap out of this funk Im in pronto. I have 2 more assignments due and I cant afford being depressed. Maybe I should flirt my sadness away or something. Right, what better way to cheer yourself up than to bask in a guy's attention for 5 minutes. How un-feminist of me. Or maybe I could shed my depression along with my calories by training for the Bersatu Games thats coming up soon. Bwah, too much effort. I could accept the karaoke invitation tonight. Singing your heart out could work but Im simply not in the right mood to socialize. On second thought I'll stick to my snickers bar and second viewing of She's All That. Certain dosage of Freddie Prinze Jr. in his prime is bound to cure this.

Sigh, I need that touch of life ala Pushing Daisies alright. An ol', long, warm hug would work too. Hugs are not overrated FYI. Shut up Jonas Brothers.

For a fraction of a second this morning I woke up not remembering why I was so happy yesterday. And then I looked to the right in my bed, the love of my life was sleeping soundly next to me.

Its my mum! Shes here and I still cant believe it. It was all unplanned. She was in Melbourne last week visiting her bff and we agreed beforehand that she wouldnt come. But for selfish reasons a few days ago I asked if she wants to come see me. Shes only here for a week though. And I know she only arrived yesterday but I can already imagine what a wreck I'll be when she leaves this Friday. I have to constantly remind myself not to think too much about the future and just focus on the now. But its hard since you know its looming so close in front of you. Tsk.