Every semester you go in thinking this time I am not going to put things off til the last minute, this semester I'm not gonna miss a lecture. But half the semester is almost finished (6 weeks sure do past quickly), I am still procrastinating until the 11th hour and already missed a handful of morning classes. Gosh Im slacking. Hopefully the 2 weeks break that is coming will get me back on track. Uh-huh what with all the assignments due right after it, I just have to! Here's wishing. Btw, is it just me or does every second semester always feel super fast? Hmm.
Ramadhan is coming soon. More reason to find myself again after being in a floating bubble without sense of direction this past months. I cant wait. I personally love getting up for sahur. Something nostalgic about it that I can't pinpoint, but it makes my heart swell (in a good way). Honestly, I get nostalgic about everything lately. Like listening to "Speeding cars" now makes me think of how I felt first year in Auckland - homesick as heck. I remember it was the ost of the O.C and my most played song while staying at the railway campus, where I had a love-hate relationship with. Every now and then the song pops up and I cant stand how that exact emotion of 2 years ago can still overcome me.
So I guess 2 years down the line I will probably listen back to the song on this page, currently playing in loop on my itunes (80 spins in 3 days) and remember how I feel at this moment;
lost, but hopeful.


