A month since Ive been back in NZ. In a way everything changed, and yet nothing at all. A lot have happened but I still ended up where I was before. So I have nothing much to report and apologize for the late update. Just been spending most of my days, hiding from the world. But as they say, better late than pregnant right? ;)
Usually, on nostalgic days unlike today, I would have wanted to go back to being young where life was simpler. Lately I wish, I know this is childish, but I wish that I could just fast forward my life to 3 or 4 years from now. THIS part of life is soooo tiring. You spend time worrying about the future, what you're going to be, where you'll end up, who you're going to marry. At least once you're old you dont have to worry because they have already happened, you know? Even if I could just take a peek of what the future holds for me so I know what to do with my life now, would be a huge relief! I would know Im taking the right career path, I wouldnt spend my time chasing the wrong guy.
I know youre going to say that the journey is the best part of life, how would I learn anything if I dont go through the mistakes (Im telepathic did I ever mention?). But honestly though, there are so many mistakes you can ever learn from anyway. I want, I
do want to believe that there is a silver lining, but what if theyre like unicorns, and santa clause and a 50% off jimmy choos; things people only made up to make the world seems a happier and tolerable place?
