What doesn't kill you

A month since my last post. 2 weeks ago uni started. 2 weeks ago I was also on cloud nine. But the past week my patience, emotion and integrity were tested.

I knew what I signed up for carrying this responsibility on my shoulders. I cant possibly please everyone. But honestly its not like I dont try. I knew there would be times when I'll be faced with situations I have little or no control of. Ie. people talking shitty stuff about me. But what matters is how I respond to such situations.

I read somewhere that, people bring you down because you're above them. And that feelings are fleeting. It might feel at the time that you'll be angry forever, but in time you'll get over it. And now I am over (and above) it.

So nway, Ramadhan is here. Too bad its my time of the month and I missed the first night of terawikh. Pssh, I knew I was way too over emotional last week I knew it. The obvious "red" flag was me crying last night for no reason at all. Pretty funny now thinking back because I was sobbing myself to sleep for reasons that I cant remember. PMS why u make me a crazy person??!